I tried my hardest to reach out for help but these ropes that are already soaked in blood won’t let me go. It’s holding me back so tightly that I’m afraid my wrist will soon be ripped off into slices. These thorns are the feelings and problems from that past I ignored bcos I thought pretending to be fine will make me forget about the pain eventually, but i was wrong. As day passes by, these thorns went into my skin deeper and now they all are accumulated together make even greater pain. And I’m afraid that now I can’t pull them out by myself without some medicine that would make me go numb for awhile, but it is still useless whether i pull them out successfully or not bcos it’s been under my skin for so long that the poison is dissolved in my cells. My wrist is utterly bruised now, all I can feel is pain and no matter what I do, it won’t go away.